Letting go of someone who no longer plays an important role in your life is easier said than done. Despite nodding furiously to majority of the points (if not all), I still could not walk away from her.
I could have let her go and buy her own food. Yet I still got her food. Maybe everyone is right, I created this mongster whom demands the world of me and yet belittles me at every single opportunity. By allowing her to get away with this tyrannical behavior, how could I ever expect her to change? I don’t know where we are heading and I guess the quest is still on. Let’s just see what it leads me to.
It was a horrible morning. One which we were blasted badly and I felt could have been better dealt with lesser hostility. I think I need some training in dealing with such difficult situations and be less confrontational.
School starts this week and I better start mugging for my first assignment in two weeks’ time. Gosh!! How time flies!!!!
Need to cut down on the weight further as I am feeling pudgy these few days. Very greedy and I had been secret eating! Aarghhhh!! Need to make sure I stay on the super skinny and not morph into super siZe again!!! How many times is my weight gonna yo yo…
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